Some more observations on unreality:
- Maybe amnesia has set in, but life seemed simpler when the kids were small. An idyllic haze surrounds memories of poor, married college life.
- I knew everything when I was younger. Now I know a few things.
- Watching my adult children make their own choices and live their own lives is terribly rewarding, but I feel like a spectator.
- I have developed a "healthy" paranoia about staying relevant and vital in the workplace.
- How come I still sometimes act like a child in my marriage? Shouldn't I have figured this out by now?
Well, I guess I'm not done yet.
